| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Lemonade Dreams*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[29 Jun 2004|09:45pm] |
This summer I'll drown my pain in lemonade,
dream of rainy days,
and pray that thoughts of you don't invade.
But all I want is a Southern boy with floppy hair and big blue eyes,
who I can't let go of as hard as I try,
even after all those nights I cried.
My heart is in revolt of my mind,
it hangs onto a love once clearly defined,
and memories best left behind.
The taste of your smile, your touch on my skin,
how you once thought our souls were twins,
and how I believed our love would win.
But I can't forget all we've been through,
how my heart was ripped in two,
because now I'm bleeding my love for you.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Ocean Breeze*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[11 Jun 2004|03:37pm] |
Ocean breeze
sweep my soul
clean me out
fill me up
with your voice
wafting along the salty air
black eyes reflect black waters
in your heart
weighed down by the same old shit
need an escape?
drama suited you
mr. artist eyes
musician heart
planted within me
strong spine supports a weak spirit
soiled visions
corroded tears
make them pure
for you
to the ocean I flee
need an escape
filled with you
ocean breeze
sweep my soul
clean me out
fill me up
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Void*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[11 Jun 2004|03:31pm] |
A petulant child fumbling with broken emotions
uncontrolled
let it go
wisps of light break and shatter
smiles deluded
but that doesn't matter
put me together
tear me apart
all at once
never again?
all alone
waiting
for a call?
for a sign?
fond rememberances
of fond embraces
that never were
never will
release
expand into the atmosphere
inhale the stars
and stratas
of different worlds
inside myself
try to avoid
the black hole
pulling
pulling
pulling
drowning
drowning
drowning
in myself
in you
in gossamer-frail dreams
that are constantly interrupted
by reality
Stream of consciousness rocks...
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Desert Dream*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[11 Jun 2004|12:20pm] |
The desert of your mind is vast,
mystic sands shape timeless patterns
under the glaring sun.
I'm trying to dip my feet
into the mirage, an oasis of hope,
longing for the refreshing, cool blue
across my psyche.
I tiptoe across your dream landscape,
praying that you will not wake
to find me here.
The tears you would cry could drown me,
for I am made of nothing that floats.
I know that I need to leave this place.
I spread my arms and prepare to take flight,
but I am heavy with fear
and as I crash to the ground
I will myself to shatter into a thousand mourning doves,
but a second too late I realize my will has escaped me.
I have crucified myself
on the jagged rocks of your eyes
and I lay there crying
as the vultures of your mouth
eat me alive.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Last REAL Update*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[08 Jun 2004|04:08pm] |
Officially, since I am a broke bastard, thsi journal will only be used as a link for photography and poetry. If anyone cares to go back in time and read all my journal entries, fine. I'm simply too lazy to lock/delete them all. So if you are here for my photography/poetry...
DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER
Anyone who actually cared about what I had to say, go here for my new journal thingy. I may one day write in here again, but I doubt it. New Journal Thingy (It's an industry term)
Toodles...Jess
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Finally, An Update*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[01 Dec 2003|04:01pm] |
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La di dah. Where to begin? Thanksgiving sucked of course...I was with my mom who absolutely cannot stand the fact that I'm dating Jacob. I basically told her to get used to the idea because he's definitly going to be around for a while...
Speaking of Jacob, only 26 days (counting today) until I get to be with him again. It's nice to see him on Sundays, but it definitly isn't even remotely close to being the same as being able to hold him and spend as much time as I want with him. I finally feel like I've found someone that I can be happy with and be myself with. I've waited so long for someone to love me for who I am and now that he's finally here, I'm not letting him go for anything.
Still insanely behind on classwork, but isn't that always the way? With me, yes.
Note to self: Start a Shakespeare play parody film company called Parsley and Chicken Productions.
Hey guess what? I'm happy. Eat me.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Buried*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[19 Nov 2003|03:27pm] |
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I have waaaaay too much shit to do. Entirely too much. I have all the time in the world now, but I'm not motivated to do anything. I'm doing well, but it's little things. Like the outline that was due in ASL a month ago. Or the 2 photo projects I'm behind on. Things like that. My test grades are good and I hand in most of my stuff, but when you're looking at 8 video jounrnals and a Deaf interview when you don't even know any Deaf people here that are due in a week, things seem a little hopeless.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*How Weird*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[17 Nov 2003|06:36pm] |
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It's almost been a month already...I have no clue where all the time went. It's weird that it's been this long already. Sometimes I feel as though the days can't go by fast enough and that I might explode with the anticipation but then I look back and realize that it's because we have had so much time stolen from us. Like you said, we'll take as much time as we can get back. It's like time is my friend and enemy at the same time. The more time that passes, the more it hurts yet it's these little countdowns I have in my head that keep me sane. 21 hours until I hear your voice again. 2 days until we get to talk for as long as we want to on the phone. 5 days until I get to see you and touch you for the first time in 2 weeks. 39 days until I lay by your side again. This is what I do to pass the time. I count it.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*I Have A Rumbly In My Josh Crumly Tumbly*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[15 Nov 2003|01:59pm] |
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I'm never drinking again. Ever. It was Drew's 20th birthday and we went all out. I drank...
Amaretto Sours (Vodka/Amaretto)
Rum
Margaritas (Tequila)
Jagershocks (Aftershock/Jager) which I chased with
Jack and Coke (Jack Daniels)
You know it's bad when you are drinking and DON'T TASTE THE JACK ANYMORE!!!
Ughhh...vomiting up bile is never a good way to spend your morning.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*La La La*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[13 Nov 2003|05:40pm] |
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Just decided that I think I'll start using names again in my journal. I don't there's anyone left to offend or any secrets to hide, so until someone complains again, I'll be able to use whoever's name I want.
So there.
Getting ready to go to the Perfect Circle concert with the Megan and Chris and some random friend of his. Jacob should be here with us. But he's not. Sad day...I'll be sure to have plenty of fun for him though. Miss him terribly as everyone knows by now, but oh well. It'll all be behind us soon. Much love to everyone, for I'm leaving now.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*To All Of You*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[10 Nov 2003|06:45pm] |
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It's time for another one of these again...
To my lovely punk rock roommate: Thanks for everything...trying to cheer me up, putting up with my shit, being my fellow Esophagor-quest addict. I couldn't imagine living with anyone else...here's hoping for a change in the line-up of our suite. You've somehow managed to be there for me through anything and everything so far (even if I am the anti-christ) and I couldn't appreciate it more.
To my Mysterious Rocker: Don't worry! IHOP hasn't seen the last of me. You've always been there to distract me from whatever's bothering me by getting us into loads of trouble and you can always make me smile. Well, look on the bright side. Megan's boyfriend has a girlfriend. So arrest the dog if you want. Holy shit! Catch the screen!
To any Freshmen "pool sharks" reading this: You lost!
To my Pierced ::gag:: Teddybear ::gag::: I know you think about me and you know I think about you and I can tell by the way you look at me someimes that you are wondering how I'm doing and if I'm doing okay. It's these little looks and text wars and hour-long conversations at the lake that help me along because I know that there will always be someone that cares, no matter how far apart we drift from each other.
To my Fellow Party Crasher: Although you are a million miles away, you still manage to check up on me from time to time, keeping an eye on what I'm getting myself into. I couldn't ask for a better friend.
To my Cresseda-driving, Jackass-loving Guy: You know exactly when to be serious and when to say, "Fuck it all, let's go be reckless." I appreciate the bond that we have more than anything and it's comforting to know that you'll always be there for me.
To a Fake Friend: You have made your choice and I'm sure I'll be able to live with it. You are a contradiction to yourself. You say you don't care and need to cut things from your life, but I know that you're reading this right now. I sincerely hope you find what you are looking for and realize that just because you are "beautiful" and "determined" doesn't mean that there aren't other people who are too. The world isn't the way you want it to be and see it as. Just because two people can't get along doesn't mean that something is wrong with one of them or one of them is better than the other. It just means that they have too many differences that stand in the way of building a successful relationship. I have yet to verbally attack you and I honestly hope that I never have the need to becuase I would never be satisfied with myself if I felt the necessity to stoop to that level. But I guess that's one of the diffences between us. Much luck on your path of growth and maturity, you have a long way to go.
To The Boy Who Rocks My World: My #1 interpreter/transliterator, my tickle war arch nemesis, the victim of my drink-thievingness, my favorite 5-trick spades partner. You have given me so much in such a short period of time and I'm grateful for every second of it. It seems that everytime I see you, I'm reminded of how much I care about you and everytime I leave you, I miss you the second I'm out the door. Every once in a while I'll catch that secret glace from you, or a secret smile and I feel the warmth of the knowledge that you care wash over me each time. I don't know what the future holds for us, but I'm not afraid because I know that whatever happens, you'll be right there with me every step of the way. No matter what anyone thinks, thinks they know, or hopes, you know what I know and that's good enough for me. I know I'm falling, but as long as you'll be there to catch me, I'll be alright.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Lonely*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[09 Nov 2003|11:46pm] |
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Today was a lot easier than I thought it would be. I was so afraid of how I'd react to seeing you like that, btu in the end it all workd out for the better. Seeing you made me realize how much I've missed you and how I feel when you're not around. Even if it is through an inch of glass...
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*60 Days*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[04 Nov 2003|10:44pm] |
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"We’re the same and you don’t even know it. We’re afraid and we try not to show it. And you’re tired and I am too so there’s only one thing you can do. You’ve got to hold me and tell me what you need. Don’t be afraid of what you’re feeling. When you know me then I’ll never want to leave you. Just hold on to me. When we’re apart I still feel together. I still believe in a thing called forever. But we’re drifting apart it’s true and it’s breaking my heart in two. We’ll drive away where no one can find us. It’s time to leave those dark days behind us. In my dreams it’s always you so there’s only one thing we can do."
I feel as though my heart is broken and bleeding. All I want is to see your face and touch your skin and taste your smile. I want you to hold me in your arms until I fall asleep and "purr". I know you can't read this right now but you already know it all. I love you and all I can do is wait for you. 60 days is a long time but I know it will go a lot faster because it's 60 days of thoughts about you.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Bliss*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[29 Oct 2003|06:34pm] |
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I want to stay like this forever...curled up with you looking into your eyes. Hearing your voice telling me how beautiful and amazing I am. Tickle and tongue wars. Interpreter/transliterators. It all seems like a dream...though not like the one you had about me that involved you eating hallucinogenic mushrooms you found in someone's yard. I'm going to miss you so much when it comes time for you to leave. 2 months is a long time, but it will be alright because all I have to think about is your smile and laugh and everything is okay again.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*So Much To Say*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[28 Oct 2003|10:31am] |
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Wow. The last week has been a complete blur. I can't believe that you're going to be leaving me so soon and it will be 2 months before I get to see you again. People should not be allowed to impact each other this much.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Randomness*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[13 Oct 2003|07:47pm] |
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15 Random Favorites
1. Laughter
2. Friends
3. Family
4. Love
5. Magick
6. Stars
7. Summer nights that last forever
8. Rain
9. Photography
10. Warm blankets fresh from the dryer
11. Snow
12. Driving nowhere in particular
13. School girl crushes
14. Knee socks
15. Secrets
14 Favorite Foods
1. Cherries
2. Kliskey soup
3. Zeppeles
4. Pickles
5. Greek salad
6. Chicken marsala
7. Coconut
8. Blackberries
9. Green bean cassarole
10. Wild rice
11. Moose tracks
12. Raisinets
13. Warm chocolate chip cookies
14. Graham crackers
13 Most Watched Shows
1. Jackass
2. Viva Bam (Well, in a week it will be anyways)
3. CSI
4. South Park
5. Real World
6. Road Rules
7. I don't watch this much TV...
8.
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12 Good Bands In Your Opinion
1. A Perfect Circle
2. Led Zeppelin
3. Pink Floyd
4. Nirvana
5. Metallica
6. Nine Inch Nails
7. Bush
8. HIM
9. CKY
10. Linkin Park
11. Prodigy
12. Marilyn Manson
11 Memories
1. Watching my dad die
2. My first kiss with Matt
3. The house burning down
4. My seven deadly sins
5. The first goal I scored
6. The car accident
7. Telling Rich I loved him
8. The guy I like's smile
9. Christmas Eve
10. The first cut
11. "The Music of the Night"
10 Close Friends
1. Susie
2. Nicole
3. Megan
4. Shaun
5. Mike
6. Rich
7. Crystal
8. Matt
9. Clem
10. Laura
9 Things You're Looking Forward To
1. Seeing you
2. Going home
3. Christmas
4. Being in love
5. The weekend
6. Sex
7. Sleep
8. Summer
9. Snow
8 Things You Wear Daily
1. Shirt
2. Pants
3. Bra
4. Underwear
5. Earrings
6. Belt
7. Shoes
8. Nailpolish
7 Things That Annoy You
1. People who lie about stupid things
2. People who are habitually late by 20 minutes or more
3. People who do something when I ask them not to just to piss me off
4. Boys who can't just come out and tell you if they like you or not
5. Gossip
6. Being tickled
7. People who talk during movies
6 Things You Touch Every Day
1. My computer
2. My hair
3. My pillow
4. A pool cue
5. My friends
6. Air
5 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1. Haggard
2. Any CKY movies
3. Hackers
4. Amelie
5. Dogma
4 Of Your Favorite Toys When You Were Little
1. Puzzles
2. Books
3. Playdoh
4. McDonald's Drive Through
3 Boys(All in a hetero way) You have Kissed
1. Most recently? Andrew
2. Mike
3. Mike
2 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. Eye: Smashing Pumpkins
2. Beautiful: HIM
1 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. Myself
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Night Of The Living Drunks*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[08 Oct 2003|06:11pm] |
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I know this is an extremely late update, but 2 nights ago was insane. Travis wearing my thong, Steven wearing less than I'd ever like to see him in, Tiny drunk off his ass and semi-straight for the first time after drinking a "ffh of Jim" according to him, having water dumped on us from the third floor balcony, and witnessing the most bizarre conversation over walkie-talkies between a security agent at Gamble (all-boys freshman dorm)and another one writing parking tickets on the other side of campus...
Joseph: Hey Keith, we have a problem...there are some naked people in front of Gamble.
Keith: So? They're naked.
Joseph: Well, I think one of them is horny.
Keith: So what? There are lots of horny people on this campus.
Joseph: There's also a stray dog here and he smells really bad. I think this guy is going to try to give it to the dog.
Keith: Well arrest the dog if you want.
Joseph: What should I do
Keith: Listen, I don't know. Your area is the naked people, my area is writing up tickets.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Ha Ha I Love This Movie*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[01 Oct 2003|06:10pm] |
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Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cleaning together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words hooters and love rockets from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it May May. I will only pass gas underneath the covers and under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colors and learn the mysteries of hot and cold water washes. I'll never huff and puff while waiting for you to put on your makeup. If you're a cat person, I'll never point out the fact that a dog can save your life from drowning, but a cat can't. I will happily go see chick flicks with you, like Pride and Prejudice. I'll make a point to trying new foods like okra gumbo. I won't curl my nose at vegetables whose awful taste is disguised by having cheese on it. I pledge to always say yes when you ask, 'Is my hair looking okay tonight?' I'm gonna bring a whole new meaning to the word cuddle. I'll be thoughtful enough to read your horoscope every day. I'm gonna save every birthday card you send me! And I'll actually write you real letters when we're apart. I'm never gonna expect you to know where I left my car keys, and I'll never leave my socks on the floor. With me, you'll find the cap is always on the toothpaste. I'll start wearing those bikini style underwear if you like. My belly button will always be lint free. I want to full-on kiss your clitoris. It will be the most passionate, intimate experience you've ever had. I declare now, I will give my life for you. And if you fail to come to me, I know some part of me will surely die.
Guess the movie and get a cookie...
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*That's The Way It's Always Been...On The Outside Looking In*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[03 Sep 2003|12:53pm] |
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I've come to the conclusion that I'll never be loved. I mean, I have plenty of friends who care but something is still missing. I want someone that I can form a connection with, someone whose arms I fit perfectly in. Someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be alright. I just want to know that there's someone out there that likes me for who I am. Maybe I should go back to him. I know he still loves me, no matter how much he's hurt me. But I don't want him...I know who I want, but that'll never happen. I need to talk to him, but I already know what he'll say and I'm a fool to hope that it will ever change. Part of me wants him to get it over with, but part of me wants him to wait. All I know is that I just want a chance. I know he's going to turn away from me without even giving me the opportunity to care for him. I know that I can show him how good it feels to be in a relationship and what it's supposed to be like, but not when he won't even talk to me about how he feels. I've gotten myself stuck in a situation I don't want to be in and I can see no way out of it.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Neglect*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[01 Sep 2003|06:17pm] |
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Yeah, I know. I've been neglecting my livejournal badly. I'm back at school and pretty much all moved in except for the monumental mess next to my bed. I didn't even know how good it felt to have a routine and to be able to go somewhere at a certain time expecting to see certain people and that they're always there. Learned to knee board this weekend and thought that I would end up breaking every bone in my body but surprisingly, didn't. I really appreciate this weekend because it gave me a chance to take a step back and sort through some things from the outside of all the activity. Also feeling a little weird today seeing as how it's my dad's birthday, but the difference is that it's more of a passing acknowledgement than something to have to anticipate.
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| ºOoº°'´¨`·.·*Wow*·.·´¨`'°ºoOº |
[22 Jul 2003|09:03pm] |
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Haven't listened to this song in a while...almost forgot how great it is.
Animals don't have a choice ~ If they're not happy with their place in the world, too bad ~ They have to live the life they've been given ~ Humans, on the other hand, don't have to ~ We have a choice ~ If you don't like your place in the world you can get off anytime you want ~ Suicide ~ That's right ~ You don't like the way your life's going ~ You don't like the way you are in the world ~ Anything around you ~ You can check out anytime you like ~ Animals aren't allowed that thought ~ And believe me, if they were, they would use it ~ There'd be a lot of dogs and cats, owned by assholes that live in high-rises, diving out the windows ~ Zebras, if they even had remotely that thought, would take a look at themselves and go, "What the Fuck?! Black & white in a green and brown world?! This blows! I'm just gonna jump in the river. I don't have a thumb to work a gun or hold a knife or even open a jar of pills. I'm just gonna dive into the next lion's mouth. Why even bother?" ~ Now, monkeys have the opposable thumb, so they could kinda do it the exact same way we do ~ Now, there's a bunch of people that say, "Oh, it's against the law" ~ Well, it's only against the law if you do a crappy job and get caught ~ Other people say, "Oh, we should save them" ~ Yeah, well you know what? ~ Not everybody wants to be saved ~ Not everybody should be saved ~ And who are we to force our will upon them? ~ I mean, isn't that one of the joys about being a human? ~ Freedom of choice? ~ Now, it's not all bad ~ Now, I'm not saying "Kill yourself" ~ But if you're gonna be an idiot and do it anyway, it's no sweat off of my back ~ There's a lot of good that could come from it ~ A little bit of bad thrown in ~ Some of the things... ~ A job will open ~ An apartment will become available ~ There'll be more air for me ~ They say there's two girls for every guy. If you're a man, there'll be four chicks for me ~ There'll be more Ketel One vodka for me ~ There'll be one less idiot in line at the bank who gets up to the window without their fucking slips filled out ~ I won't ever have to go to the store to buy my favorite Salt & Vinegar Chips and have the clerk point at you and say, "They bought the last bag" ~ You won't help change the McDonald's sign to a Hundred Billion Served ~ You'll never get AIDS ~ You won't have to worry about calories ever ~ No more, "Hey, does this make me look fat?" ~ There'll be one less polluting human ~ You won't have to recycle ~ There'll be one less car on the road ~ There'll be more Ring Dings for me ~ Fifty or so chickens' lives will be spared ~ Your fingers won't ever get red from eating pistachios ~ You won't be forced to visit your Grandparents on Sundays anymore ~ No more church ~ You'll be saying, "Hey, World...Kiss My Ass!" ~ No more wet dreams about supermodels ~ No more Barry Manilow. Not for a few years anyway ~ Wondering "Am I a loser?" will be a thing of the past ~ Say good-bye to crappy Xmas presents from Aunts and Uncles ~ You won't have to suffer through a Motley Crue reunion ~ Fuck flossing and brushing ~ You'll never lose sleep over a pregnancy scare ~ Adios, Acne ~ Worrying whether you fit in or not won't be on your brain ~ See ya later, homework ~ You'll never have to sit through another movie brought to you by the creators of South Park ~ Schools out forever ~ No more paying ~ You won't have to do chores ~ You won't be able to run over toads with the lawnmower though ~ You'll also miss McDonald's French Fries ~ Bugs Bunny ~ The amazing electrifying feeling that surges through your body when you kiss someone for the first time ~ You won't be able to watch the letterbox director's cut of Jaws ~ Candy ~ Living above ground ~ Pudding crust ~ You'll miss the rush of getting your first apartment ~ Getting to the point in your life where you can tell your parents "Fuck Off! I gotta make my own mistakes. You did." ~ You'll miss sex. You'll miss thinking about it, looking for it, sex by yourself, sex with a partner, sex with multiple partners ~ No more summer nights that seem to go on forever ~ Roller coasters ~ Naming your kid the name you always wanted ~ Making a difference in the world ~ You'll miss the experience and pleasure of Hallucinogenics ~ Watching your neighbor's wife change clothes with her blinds open ~ A lifetime of masturbating ~ Watching your favorite team sweep the series ~ Music. You will definitely miss music ~ Trying to sneak into your house drunk three hours past your curfew ~ You'll miss the blaze and glory of the 4th of July fireworks ~ The taste of Captain Crunch ~ If you're a boy, you'll miss the feeling the first time you reach up a girl's shirt ~ If you're a girl, the feeling the first time you reach down a boy's pants ~ You'll miss your favorite coat ~ Waffles with whipped cream and strawberries ~ Beating your friends at video games ~ You won't be around to see what shape and color the new marshmallow in Lucky Charms will be ~ You'll miss the feeling you get when reminiscing about your first love - thirty years after the fact ~ The joy of giving and receiving at Christmas ~ Skinny dipping ~ Getting stoned, reading Green Eggs & Ham, and eating like a horse that got loose in the grain bin ~ Flying cars ~ Hey, you were born - finish what was started.
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